Addicted

I need to get out of this fantasy world that I have been frequently visiting lately. It's not healthy. My mind is playing with me. I have this very unrealistic image of the type of guy I want. Unfortunately it will most likely never happen. And even worse, I imagine a certain famous person who happens to be very attractive -- looks, personality, everything. It's really weird and I have never felt this way. In fact, it is sort of freaking me out. As much as I hate to even think about mentioning it, I think I have an obsession. Actually, I'm going to look that word up to see if it fits.......ok so it turns out that obsession fits, as well as infatuation. This is not cool with me. I never pictured myself as being this kind of person. I think that finding a realistic and attainable man would fix this problem.

How can I snap out of this imaginary world I have created for myself? What do you think? Do you have any suggestions? I would love to hear your thoughts and feelings about this one.

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